I wish things could be better between us. I wish I didn't feel this need to be part of your life when you so clearly don't need or want me there. I wish I had the guts to just tell you how it is and how you make me feel. I wish I knew what I did to make you hate me. I wish I didn't cry about this so much. I wish I didn't lose a best friend.
I wish I could just let you go.
[I needed to get this out, so maybe I could really move on. Please read the post below if you want some happier thoughts.]