Monday, October 26, 2009

a little sad.

I have been a little sad for a while now, I can't hide it anymore. My life hit a wall, or maybe a rough patch. There are many complicated things right now, and that affected great loves in my life--painting and my loved ones.

I hate how my emotions get out of my control and the first thing that goes is my art and inspiration. Tonight, I withdrew from my painting class that I was so excited for at the beginning of the semester. I do not want to waste my time [and my teacher's time too] sitting in front of a blank canvas. Therefore, I let it go. I do not want to say I quit or gave up, because I do believe that my love will come back soon. I will find that inspiration again.

Another love in my life that suffered my sadness is my loved ones. I pushed them away when I needed them most. I am truly sorry to these special people [you know who you are]. I have found a way out of this sadness and I plan to repair my hurting heart. I will need your help, please. I love you so much.

I am quite proud of myself for posting such a private and intimate subject in my life-its the only way I could think of to get it off my mind. Thank you for reading, and I promise the next post will be happy :)


  1. I've felt that way before too... if you need someone to talk to, please don't hesitate to email me. Hugs!

  2. Awww, LA, you are so precious. Thank you so much!! XO

  3. I'm a very good listener, so if you hit a rough patch too, I'm here for you!

  4. I hope that you are feeling better. Everyone goes through sad times and we all get better. Try art journaling if you don't do it already. I post some of my pages ever wed. on my blog. they have been sad pages about my broken heart for sometime. Blog friends love you!